Posts tagged ‘Fat’

January 23, 2014

Still fat

A few years back I had weight loss surgery.
My stomach is way smaller than it used to be.

I’m also way smaller than I used to be.
But I’m still fat.Still far above the obsity line.

I’m mostly fine.
I’m glad I did it.

But there are days when that
oh, so elusive
BMI 30 makes me cry.



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October 25, 2013


I read something today that made me cry.

Everything about emotional issues concerning fat children that grows into fat adults have that effect.
I know a lot about those emotional issues.
I know a lot about being an emotional eater, falling firmly into the thoughts and emotions categories.
I’m still fat and it’s still a daily struggle.
Although happiness helps, it doesn’t cure.

I’m also one who can’t talk or write about it without crying.
Crying makes my head hurt.

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